satu syawal yang mulia.

THESE ARE the pictures fer yesterday's raya.
there are soo many more pics. but i'm lazy to upload them.
if wanna see, ask me thru msn okay.
geez.
a sea of blue; that was my family's theme.
which i dint agree too.
haha. i want purple and my mum disagreed.
haha. nevamind lah. blue pon blue lar..
















a nice family pic we took.
for the year 2005 that is.
alhamdulilah, i got to celebrate syawal yg mulia ini
with my family.
mintak maaf-ed to mama and dada. haha.
i try my best to not to disobey them.
especially mama.
geez.
she has been standing by me fer the past days.
telling me not to give up.
and i love her fer understanding me now.
though i may lost part of her,
i guess there is still time to regain the time we've lost.
and i guess what ppl say abt friends leaving you is right.
they would just leave us.
but parents would be supporting us all daa time.
i just realised that. haha.

thats me and my sister.
we look miles apart.
she looks like chinese.
and me, haha. better dont say. haha.
this ramadhan, brought us closer together.
though we may fight like crazy,
she would still be my one and only sister.
i know she'll be reading this.
haha. so dont kembang k kakak.
and you still owe me my green packet. haha.

then we went off to clementi, to my granny's place.
sambal goreng, ketupat, rendang, aiyooo.
so many food. sedap pulak tuu.
fana ape lagik, makan lah kan. hehehe.
then, my aunts house, which is just one level up
granny;s place. haha. coolness.

then, off to yishun. aunt's place.
i dint eat. so full already.
watched salam lebaran .
and i like the trumpet-ist. haha.
very cute. urgh. haha. heck fana.
then off to sengkang, two houses.
ate tapak kuda. haha.
a type of cake. very sedap.
my cousins kes greedy.
then the whole container was empty withinminutes.
haha. lol.
















a pic we took as a family.
we won a car.
haha. ya right.
is our family car.
and it blends in with the baju theme.
so it was my idea to take pic with the car.
haha.

after sengkang, went to tampines.
two houses. then off home.
of course, on the way home, i slept.
haha. very tired.
my legs were breaking.
and my heels had to be stuck in the longkang.
haha. lol.
reached home, bathe, and SLEEP.
off to dreamland.
haha.

i guess i had fun yesterday.
today, there would be guests visiting my house.
then , gg to woodlands and jurong east.
then back home and study.
exams is in a few days time. haha.
maths paper, must do well.

shah made a bet with me.
if i get ten points which is super impossible.
haha.
he'll treat me. haha. lol
generous abes ni mamat
haha.

all daa best to o lvls students.

yay. its gonna be over soon.

and i have a dream.

hmm. get into nursing course with less than 20 points.

its my dream. and i guess i'll do anything to pursue it.

anyone with me? hmm.

then, i want to take driving lisence.

and get a green beetle by the time i turn twenty one.

and i want to donate blood by the time i reach twenty one.

haha.

and saya mahu menyempurnakan solat seharian saya.

haha.

dengan kemahuan saya ini,

saya harus berkerja keras.

tidak kisah apa orang akan kata.

diri saya, hidup saya.

di dalam setiap kesusahan,

ada hikmah di sebaliknya.

saya redha ke atas segala yg telah ditimpa diriku selama ini.

tetapi, saya tidak akan menyerahkan segalanya kepada takdir.

saya akan cuba mengubah hidup saya.

insyallah.

fanaaa.