aaaaaaaaa

i've got nothing to say if you feel that you don't owe me an explanation.
if you're a man with guts, you would at least tell me whats going on.
honestly, i dont get the situation. i really dont.
and with you being like this,i will never understand.
i'm disappointed with you.
please do some reflection on your part.
cause i already did mine.
sorry for any inconvinence caused.

anyhoos,
i've shifted.
http://numbskulledfanaaa.blogspot.com

no one is given a second chance to make a good first impression.

can i start complaining saying that my leg is aching like crazy.
ahhhh. shit. shit.
i hope it wud go away soon. i feel so miserable,
i cant even turn when i sleep.
soo bad lahh.
sad u know. haha.

today i woke up late. haha. *smiles*
i was super lazy. but mom threaten to take back my pocket money.
haha. so i had to go to school. haha.
but i'm not so money minded lah eh. haha.
rushed to meet mirah at cck mrt.
slept in the train. it was so comfortable and cozy.
as i plugged in my mp3 and sang myself to sleep.
till somebody accidentally knocked on the window of the seat of mine.
it gave me a shock, haha. it woke me up.
urghhhh. lol.

first period was geog, skipped, got caught.
so we said we had lit. haha.
but after that i never skipped lessons already.
haha. i went to class and paid 'full attention'
lol. part of it. haha.
slacked during economics.
(hari ini dia duduk sebelah saya.)
haha. and then start crapping around.
(dia baik lah.)
(ada sikit sewel.)
(tapi dia baik.)
(sebab tadi dia datang lambat.)
hahaha.
nama dia ben affleck. hahahhaa.

after econs, went fer accounts.
haha. surprisingly, accounts was slack-ing time. haha.
alea, ayu and iza got around and discussed abt the. oc.
haha. alea ahh ni. shes sooo cutee.
iza lagi cutee. haha.
alea and i like ryan atwood. =)
weeeeeeeeeeee
must start borrowing lah the vcds.
i only watched season one. haha.
lending vcds to dem.
and mayb gonna watch a movie wif dem.
haha. i want to watch cheaper by a dozen two.
haha. i heard its funny.
so must go and laugh. haha.

mira and azwani dragged me to go to the ngee ann poly visit.
i was very very very lazy and my legs were really sick. haha.
so they managed to pujuk me.
esp mira who started to rabe my kaki. hahaa.
and azwani who started hugging me. lol.
went to eat at paya lebar to eat. lol.
and mirah pls stop calling me mummy. haha.
we were waiting fer rashidah at that time. lol.
cam-whore. as usual. haha.
took the train back to dover and took a bus there.
i read my danielle steel book. =)

went around ngee ann poly.
so crowded. haha. gawwwwdddd.
stuffy and panas memanaskan.
i got my fingers pricked to check my sugar intake.
haha. it was perfectly normal. =)
i did my distorted CPR. lol. its been a while since i did that.
haha.
went around and mr thrasher was there at the same block as me.
haha
i dint see u perform lahhh..... hahhaa.
i want to see lahhh. hahhaa.
u spotted me somehow.
i was short and chubby but cute.
thanks fer the compliment yan. =)
lol.
i want to see ur shroomy hair. lol.
hahhaaks.

waved goodbyes and of we went..
went back to lot one with mirah..
saw him at werk. =)
had our dinner and off we went home.
haha.
i'm so tired.
lallalaa.

today is friday night.
haha
so bored.
eh. i got vcds to watch. hahaha.
friends not yet finished. haha.
shud laugh till i'm satisfied.
hahaks.

i've been singing since just nw.
haha.
belaian jiwa.
the grrls heard me at the toilet. lol.haha.

klaaa. i add pics lahh. haha
yesterday one and today one. hahaa.


grrls.


darlings of mine.


-threesome.




*hahhaa..*


*recess*


lovable ppl.


*candid.*


*darling kim and mee.**

haha. klaaa i tired already.
anyways i met kim just nw.
i miss her. by luck, and chance we met.
hahaa.
loveee ya kimmyy! haha.

taufeeq sent me a nice sad song.
which goes..

"bila hatiku sudah sayang
bukan mudah nakku lupaka
biarpun pedih dugaan
relaku hadapi sayang
cinta lahir dari lubuk hati
bukan sengaja di paksa - paksa
sekali bilaku jatuh cinta oh...
selamanyaaku ingin bersamamu..."
-air mata saksimu.

haha.
till then.
takecare everyone..
ahh. i got gastric pain.
haha.
shiteeessss.
haha.

have a nice weekend.
=)


lots of loveeee.
fanaaa.

thanks sweetie pies

ahh. i guessed it right.. my legs are aching.
i cant even walk up the stairs.
i'll groan whenever i see staircases.
ahhh! ass.
i did many pushups till i cant even count.
many starjumps till now i dunno how a star look like. haha.
many situps till my stomach acheeeee.
the stupid 90 degree leg up thing.
and i had to do that 80 times.
poor legs and poor ppl. haha.

that was 30 minutes of torture.
but fer the next one hour was fun laahh.
i participated in the games and all.
mainly floorball, captains ball, soccer and basketball.
i was smacked in the leg fer soccer. haha.
floorball, i was smacked again.
basketball, i tried to shoot but then it reached half the basket.
and ppl laughed. haha.
okay. i can understand why. haha.
(he told i cud smell his smelly jersey.)
haha.
i scored some goals and it did make me happy.
cause i wasnt being a sore person who just sits there and watch ppl play.
yay. i'm happy. lol.

break time, slacked.
skipped management of business.
accounts, lecture, it was okay.
taufeeq, awal and asilah was keeping me awake.
i am officially black ranger. haha.
and awal called me pendek.
haha. so bad.
akhir ah kau.
lunch and went home.

met farahdee at 6 plus and off to meet the other grrlfrens.
haha. hugs were given- aww. how can i not love dem.
screaming when we saw ika. haha.
so excited she seems.
went to food culture to have our dinner.
more like a catching up session lahh. hahaha.
ika said she saw fauzi at zam zam. haha.
all cant help but burst out laughing. haha.
and the janggut of the noodles. lol.
qeela, fahmi ke sapa ahh?
hahaks.
lawry lawry. lol.
thanks fer meeting up..
loveee u grrls.

after that took neoprints. haha.
the whole machine can runtuh i tell u.
haha. but it was definitely fun.
everyone rushed back home den.
it was close to ten already.
hugged everyone again.
then a group hug.
i counted and i received 21 hugs today.
i feel loved today. haha.
sayang u grrls so much.
thanks fer all.
i wont even want to exchange cash fer the time we had today.
it was just beyond words.
i love u grrls to bits.
`fara
`qeela.
`yanaa
`ishaa.
`wanie.
`deen.
`ikaaa.

grrlfrens, u rawk.

pics fer today. haha


*burok lookin after p.e.*


*fanaa and miraa.*


*grp pic.


*best partners in crime.*

i'll update the rest tmw.
mom's noisy.
haha.
tc.
byeeeeee.
haha.

demolition lovers-

i've recovered from penyakit pemalas at least fer today.
haha. i was so bored sitting at home.
haha. but at least i got a chance to wake up late.
but tmw, no escaping already.
whats more, there is freaking physical conditioning.
shucks shucks betol.
my leg will ache. ahhhh!
my shoulders would start to ache too.
ahhh.
okay. fanaa. no complaining.
lol.

today i sat at home and cleaned up the kitchen.
haha. and i folded and hanged the clothes. lol.
i'm a good gerl fer onceeee. lol.
sheeshness. i was soo super bored.
i havent finished watching coyoteugly yet.
i watched disc one already. the cerita is niceee lah.
i havent finished watching the 12discs of friends.
hahahaha. lol.
my sister promised to give me part of her salary by today.
haha. i can't wait.
if she doesnt, i'm gonna kick her out of her room. haha.
lol. nehh. just kidding. lol.

i went to causeway point today with amirah.
the two grrls who dint go to school today.
haha. lol.
teman her go mamam and i went to kiddy palace.
and i saw they selling lego look alikes fer eleven dollars.
haha.
it somehow made my eyes glitter like butterflies. haha.
then, went to metro and played with daa toys.
there was a 2000 piece lego box fer 60 dollars. haha.
i wish i cud buy it to build things. haha.
i played with the elmo puppet. hehe. its soo cuteee.
i am feeling like a kid again. lol.

then cerita cerita with mirah.
went home early today which shocked mama.
haha. my uncle said that results is confirmed to keluar next week.
since he's werking under the m.o.e.
which is making me all freaky and scared.
i'm not confident and i knw its a bad bad sign.
i knw mama is worried, but as much as she is worrying, i'm worrying myself.
and when i panic, hahaha. the expression is undescribable. lol.
greatest worry is my maths of course, i was never a maths person.
second is science, no science, no nurse fer me. lol.
aspiration ahhh.. haha. doesnt have to come true. lol.
lets just pray and hope.
i've been praying fer my dear friends to do well too.
insyallah, god will hear my prayers yah.

i shud stop stop worrying.
it won't change the fact that my fate is already sealed.
haha.

i love to sing to myself nowadays. haha.
sometimes i dream of flying. haha.
"fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars."
lol.
that was'nt intentional. haha.
it was an extract from a song. lol.
i want to meet michael buble lahh. haha.
and i want to learn to read music scores.
what a waste i quit the military band. haha.
i start appreaciating the auto-saxophone after 3years leaving the band.
haha.
i have one at home, just that i never touched it. lol.
trumpets are love too. trumpet-ists are love as well. haha.
the one frm GSC. lol. ishh fanaa ishh.

i'll b meeting my two darlings tmw fer dinner. haha.
kellysha and deeneewonder. haha.
ahhh! miss u grrls so much.
thanks fer the sms deen and thanks fer remembering me.
sungguh terharu diriku.
hehe. sayang kamu.
and wani, its been ages since i last saw you.
it wud b my first tmw after two months.
sampai berjanggut tau aku tunggu nak jumpa kamu. lol.
i'll see farah sometime next week too.
i miss that darling of mine.
infact i miss everyone who misses me. haha.
and farah said that she missed me yesterday.
which means she wud miss me any other day. haha.
yay.
i miss u too. lol.

i shall update some pics i took today and last week.
haha. lol.


*us and elmooo.*


*surrounded by toys. lol.*


* i wanna b a kid.*


*happens all the timee. ish ish..*


*disappointed? lol. *


*3/8 of the clique. mira.fanaa.mirah.*

cameras are my boyfriend.
i'm lovinnggg it. haha.

oh ya.
he sindir-ed me thru his msn nick just nw.
and told mirah i dint wanna talk to him and ask wad was up with me.
firstly, the reason why i'm doing this is cause you are suffocating me.
i feel soo suffocated. really really rimas.
i need space fer myself, not having u to tell me what to do all the time.
not sms-ing me 24/7. to put it straight, i dont like it.
secondly, not enough of suffocating me? u suffocate my friends as well.
how do you want dem to help you when half of the time u r irritating dem?
if they dont feel irritated, i do.
thirdly, stop making me feel so paiseh abt everything.
haha.
forthly, i'm sorry fer being so straight forward.
but i tolerated enough, i'm sick of this.
and stop sindir-ing me abt me running away from you.
haha. nvm lahh. say what u want eh.
aslkan kau bahagia lah eh. lol.

okay . i said my long longgg piece. hahaks.
i want to read my danielle steel book i borrowed just nw.
and ppl dunno howto put back a walk to remember book.
i checked just nw it wasnt on loan.
so i searched fer it and its not there.
ahhh. inconsiderate. lol.

takecare everyone.
wish me luck fer P.E tmw.
i need ppl to press my leg after tmw.
haha.

love.
fanaaa.

too many ppl to ache over.-

"i told you from the start i won't be demanding
if you have a change of heart i'll be understanding
when love becomes a broken heart and dreams begin to die
believe me when i say, we'll werk it out someday."
-its hard to say goodbye.

today was a public holiday. haha.
as usual holidays are meant fer me not to stay home.
haha. yayness.
i went out today. haha.

i met isha at town today.
i've missed her soo much, sudah lama tak diketemukan.
haha. berpelukan sama dia. haha.
its been abt 2months since we met. goodness.
it was long fer us, cause we used to see each other everysingle day.
haha.

i waited fer that darling grrl of mine to arrive fer one hour.
haha. but the wait was worth it. i got to see her at last. haha.
she came with salman, a beautiful couple.
i was with my cousin, since she stayed over at my house, i asked her to tagged along.
we did the usuals, haha.
visited our dear friends at paragon, aqilah and farah.
haha. berpeluk-kan lagi. haha. i received 3 hugs today. haha.
i feel so warm. lol.

after visiting dem, went to ngee ann city to have lunch.
isha belanja-ed. thanks alot darla.
i was broke cause i had a 'fight' with my mom in themorning.
so she refused to give me any money. haha.
it feels so wrong to be cashless when u are at town. lol.
at least thats how i felt. haha.
it was abt 5 then my cousin and i headed back home.
i had to send her home. lol.
thats how i spent my day.
lol.

i'll b getting my week allowance tomorrow. haha.
yay-ness.
but i won't be going to school tmw. lol.
(i'm lazy. haha.)
i want to go and have my movie bite. haha.
mister linggam havent confirm anything yet. lol.

at least i'll be skipping school tmw. haha.
the journey there wud make me sleep.
whats more amirah wunt b coming.
she's not feeling quite well.
get well soon darla. =)
but then, P.E is on thursday.
ahhh! P.E at MI is torturing. ahhh.
and i have 1.5 hrs of P.E.
my legs wud ache again. ahhhh.

sheesh, i shud stop complaining abt p.e i guess.
rather then not doing any excercises at all. haha.
i need to shed some kilos.
i need to excercise more.
anyone must must must force me to go and excercise.
drag me by the ears and FORCE. haha.
this time i have to be forced. i'm just too lazy. lol.
anyone who wants to do the same as me, pls sign up together with me.
haha.
i miss going to the gym.
but i forgot then most of my friends are already werking now.
i used to go to the gym with them.
*used to.*
its time i get on my feet and start skipping or jumping.
i have to grow taller.
and i want to be tall.
i want to be a giant. muahaha.
lol.

thats my resolution. hehe.
i will achieve it. haha.
insyallah. lol.

to all muslims.
selamat menyambut tahun baru dengan tabah dan sabar.
insyallah.

i guess i'll take my leave nw.
i want to continue watching the O.C.
haha. i want to meet my ryan atwood on tv.
haha. vcds of the O.C and FRIENDS. haha.
it wud keep me awake all night. lol.
sms me if anyone needs me.
i'll be awake till dawn. =)
i miss watching vcds. haha.

takecare everyone.
i'll update soon.

some pics fer today. lol.


*fanaa and ishaa.*


*2/8 of grrlfrens 05*


*L TO R.-fatin.fanaa.ishaa.salman.*

that wraps up the entry fer today.
haha.

fanaa.

finally, i'm back

three days two nights at melaka and i'm finally back.
it feels soo good to be back homeee!
ahh. i miss my computer. haha.
yay.. i'm back. haha. happy-nyer.
can sms- like crazy already.. lol.

i went off on friday night to spend a night at jb.
and set off to melaka on saturday morning.
the journey was'nt as smooth as there was some traffic jam
due to the festive season.
i can say that i slept fer 3/4 of the journey.
haha. sleeping stop me from reflecting. haha.

its a good thing i brought my hp cause isha msg-ed me sth important.
haha. and she cant stop disturbing me the day after that. lol.
and abdullah wished me happy chinese new year. haha.
i'm not staying at some expensive-luxury hotel okay.
haha. i stayed at a kampong. yesss! kampong. lol.
it wasnt so bad as i thought it wud be lah.. haha.
overall, i had a fun time cause my cousins were there.


*they sell the best ABC. haha.*


*thats my cousin. who stepped on my feet. lol.*

reached at our destination at abt 4 in the afternoon.
slacked at my cousins' place.
then to my granny's plc which is near that area too.
i guess i'm too sweet the mosquitos chose to gigit me.
haha. lol.
at night, went fer dinner outside.
the food was okay lahhh. not that bad. haha.
the whole family of about 15 ppl was really kecoh-ing. haha.
went back home and got ready to sleep.

to our horror, the cousins took the room which was window-less.
i was already asleep by eleven. haha. i was sooo tired.
and they were playing with balloons and making noises.
haris even stepped my feet without me realising it.
suddenly, i felt ppl pulling the matress which i was sleeping on.
they claimed that they heard some baby crying.
goosebumps! ahhhh.
so we slept at another place. haha.
but i was so sound asleep i dint hear anything.
haha.
ppl should knw that i sleep like a log. haha.
even 9 missed calls and i cant wake up.
lol.


*otw to melaka central.*


*cousins-fatin.fanaa.haris.zaph.*


*haha. i dunt knw what i was up too.*

day two was slightly better after energy was recharged.
ate breakfast and chilled under the hot sun. haha.
the pakciks were repacking the store.
of course the kids just look. nobody wanted to help.
haha. it includes me of course. haha.
isha's family almost came to my kampong area but tak jadi.
she got my dad excited cause they kenal each other.
i got excited too cause its been a while since i last saw her.
and she has been teasing me abt mat kotai's. haha
sheehs.

in the afternoon, went to melaka central to walk around.
shopped fer sum stuffs and headed back home.
fatin and i bunked in at the back of the car.
haha. the bonnet. lol.
rested fer a while then my cousin took us to ayer keroh.
to buy sum stuffs.
factory outlet of adidas store. haha. soo nicee.
wanted to buy a shoe, but nehh. i dint. lol.
ate A&W. waffles with icecream. ahhhh! sedappp!
she drove us back home.
this time, all of us slept early.
fatin and i woke up at three am cause we heard a cat-fight.
it was soo loud that we woke up.
i think it was happening under the place we were sleeping.
haha. terok terok.


*the pile. haha.*


*bunking in...*


*i wrapped it off. haha.*

day three was when all the packing had to be done.
guess what? when we woke up, there was no water.
cause the pipe air bocor! haha.
so we had to delay the time we mandi lor..
by ten, we set off home.
slept again. haha.
got off at one stop and bought a bag fer myself.
sis gt sth fer qamarul.
haha. i love disturbing her. ;)

till now, i'm back home. haha.
very tired travelling. lol.
the KL trip was cancelled cause petaling street was closed.
haha.
but the mummy's promised to bring us there next month.
lol.

tmw's tuesday. haha. holiday again.
wonder what i'm gonna do tmw.
i rented friends season ten. haha.
=))

klah ppl. gtg nw.
feeling super restless.
i'm craving fer time out chocs.
haha.
*hint hint*
haha.

lovee ya ppl.
mwwaahs.

fanaaa.-

just a chance fer one more day.

ahhh! my legs are seriously breaking membreaking!
tak ku tahan lagiiiii.
i want to laugh also my stomach will hurt.
i want to walk, my legs would hurt. haha.

basically today, had concert. haha.
yawns. really boring. lol.
after school went to changi airport to have lunch.
haha.
azwani, farahin, both mira's and rashidah.
lol.

i was tearing up lahh.
the contact lens suck lah!
red eyes. i guess irritation; it will expire in a few days time.
and i havent save enough yet.
ahhh!

everyone was lapar-ing to the max.
and then we watch the aeroplanes.
sooo lawa. haha.
then mira start angan angan jadi airstewardess.
haha.
a few hrs later, went home.
slacked in 858 then dropped at north point.

chilled with mirah at starbucks.
haha. frappe mocha fer me!
lol. sheeshness.
i cant eat whipped cream since i will get headache after that.
haha. but i did anyway.
i got a lil bit out of hand. haha.

went to johnlittle and saw this adidas perfume.
pink in colour. soo pretty and it smells soo nice!
HAHA.
then mira sprayed it on her face. haha.
her muka shocked gitu. lol.
off home.

ahh. penat. lol.
i borrowed friends season ten.
haha. yay!
i'll have a great time watching it.
lol.

till then everyone.
takecare.
happy chinese new year
and happy holidays.

miss me alot.
haha.

yay abdullah nak tgk wayang!
yay yay.
yay yay.
this time must belanja me cheesy hotdog again k?
lol.
=) plsssssss.
haha.

lots of loveee.
fanaaa.

just a chance fer one more day.

ahhh! my legs are seriously breaking membreaking!
tak ku tahan lagiiiii.
i want to laugh also my stomach will hurt.
i want to walk, my legs would hurt. haha.

basically today, had concert. haha.
yawns. really boring. lol.
after school went to changi airport to have lunch.
haha.
azwani, farahin, both mira's and rashidah.
lol.

i was tearing up lahh.
the contact lens suck lah!
red eyes. i guess irritation; it will expire in a few days time.
and i havent save enough yet.
ahhh!

everyone was lapar-ing to the max.
and then we watch the aeroplanes.
sooo lawa. haha.
then mira start angan angan jadi airstewardess.
haha.
a few hrs later, went home.
slacked in 858 then dropped at north point.

chilled with mirah at starbucks.
haha. frappe mocha fer me!
lol. sheeshness.
i cant eat whipped cream since i will get headache after that.
haha. but i did anyway.
i got a lil bit out of hand. haha.

went to johnlittle and saw this adidas perfume.
pink in colour. soo pretty and it smells soo nice!
HAHA.
then mira sprayed it on her face. haha.
her muka shocked gitu. lol.
off home.

ahh. penat. lol.
i borrowed friends season ten.
haha. yay!
i'll have a great time watching it.
lol.

till then everyone.
takecare.
happy chinese new year
and happy holidays.

miss me alot.
haha.

lots of loveee.
fanaaa.

semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi.-*

"kini hanyalah tinggal kenangan.
tiadaku rasa dalam genggaman.
hanya terdaya mengimbas kenangan yg lalu.
tiada kata ucapan di bibir
tak ku sangka kali terakhir kini
kau tidak akan kembali lagi"
-kini by feminin.

ahhhh. my legs hurt. due to the PE today.
hahaha. so shitty. i did more than 100 pushups today.
knees off the ground. haha. sheesh. 50 cause got punished. haha.
i dint do pushups fer a very long time, not since i ROD from my uniform grp unit.
haha. those were the days; torturing. haha.
sheesh. my legs are soo breaking lah. haha.
after the 30 minutes torturing physical fitness, had games.
i had my hands on floorball. haha.
it was fun but i hit somebody's legs. haha.
benard called me violent. haha.
it wasnt intentional lahhhh. lol.

basically i only went for one lecture and one tutorial today.
the rest i skipped. haha. soo lazy lah.
slacked at the school library and did a quiz on 'are you in love'
haha. all mira's fault ask me to read. haha.
but its interesting lah. lol.

went fer malay. lol. it was okay lah.
many cabot-ed. lol. but we didnt. haha.
good people lah. haha. went kfc to eat.
then yada yada yada.
ahhh! i wanna watch friends tonight till morning.
haha. yay-ness! :)

school celebration tmw. haha. i dunno how issit like lah.
sheeesh. half day. haha.
mayb hitting ecp tmw. lol. mira gonna take me cycling. haha.
aku tlg kayuh jer. hehe.

i miss my other friends so much.
everyone is so busy with their things.
i dont want to interfere but then ahh. i miss dem.
i miss u grrls.
i wish there wud b just one day. just one before getting our results.
that we wud go out together.
to my best friend, farah, i miss her soo much!
i have soo many things to tell you sis.
i know you do too. i hope to see you soon.
to isha and wani, i havent seen u girrls in ages.
i hope u are doing fine. i knw u are.
i'm watching ya. lol.
fer the rest, i miss u ppl too. =)
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i want to watch cheaper by a dozen two and i'm not stupid 2 lahhh..
anyone want to watch wif me? lol.
i wish there is. sheesh. hope nobody's too busy.
i miss the CHEESY HOTDOG. sold at the theatres. lol.
soo niceee!
haha. sheesh.(psst, call me ppl. haha.)

i shall leave with pictures which were taken today. haha.


*it was taken yesterday at town.*


*it was my recess. the sayur tak sdppp! *


* i was reading when it just snapped. lol.*


*part one.*


*part two.*


*sheesh, i was bored.*


*under the sun. haha.*


*quater of 06B8.*


*HAHA.* lol.

till then lovely ppl.
do shout out at my tags or my hp.
takecare everybody.
have a nice and wonderful holiday ahead.
haha. lol.

i want to watch muveeee! lol.

lots of loveeee.
fanaaaa.

it happens i guess..?

" i found you here.
now pls just stay fer a while.
i can move on around with you around.
i hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
i'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
we both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you"
-seize the day by avenged sevenfold.

today i went to school. haha. yesterday i didn't.. haha.
i slept at home till afternoon cause mira overslept and i was soo tired after
the geisha movie on monday. lol.
the movie was soo nicee and it cud really move me to tears . haha.
school was okay as usual. the whole day was packed with lectures.
haha. about five in a day? lol. sheesh.

i had general paper in the morning, i wasnt listening as usual. haha.
then i had buisness class, ahh! borriiinggg.
break time. then i skipped geography tutorials. haha.
and then started to talk abt the o lvl results. shucks!
i'm really so freakiing scared. but all i can do now is just bertawakal.
ahhhh. seram seh.
and i've been having bad dreams fer the past two days.
abt ppl dying. haha. and make me wake up in the middle of the night,
not being able to sleep. ahhhh! hellpppp.

asilah and i disturbed mira till she 'merajok'.
my stomach wanted to crack okay.
hehe. sorry lah. tak bermaksud.
till awal and taufeeq call me and asilah badut. haha.
they are soo bad lah. but nice ppl.
off to town when the bell rang. haha.
i had fun. haha. reallie. reallie. haha.
thanks grrls.

i'm going out fer dinner after this with my family.
sister just got her first pay cheque. haha. yayness.
make sure she shares some with me. haha. lol.
two more days till school's out again. haha.
more and more shopping to come. lol.


i'll leave with a thought fer today.

i feel so very very bad cause you said to mira that i dint layan you.
its not that i dont want too; i feel so awkward.
i wish you had not fall for me cause i dont want to bring you pain and suffering.
i dont wanna give you false hopes cause i know the feeling really suck.
all i know is we can stay friends and thats all i want us to be.
i hope i can make things clear to you soon cause i dont want any misunderstandings to happen.
but with the situation now, i noe that i can't.
we've only met once, and i really hope that your warmth will surround the friendship with me and my other MI friends.
i'm sorry.
i cant open myself up to anyone.
cause i guess i'm in love with someone else.

till then enough said. haha.
i shall reply to the lovely taggers.
lol.

kimms: hello kimberly dada! i miss u alot too siahhh! i loveeee u soo much siah!
siah siah! hahaks. lol. sheesh. tc my dear. i loveee u sooo much! mwaahs.

abdullah: haha. punkrock eh? haha. okay okay lah. lol. follow daa flow. lol.

thrasher: haha. yaaan! i'm not a blur queen k. pls lahh! haha. and thanks fer that compliment.
hehe. ur making me blush ! lol.

acah: haha. happynyaa kamuu. saya juga happy kalau kamu happy. haha.
takecare sweets. =)

miraaa: haha. saaayaangg! sorry tadi i kacau u sgt sampai u merajok. haha.
tapi taufik panggi i badut pulak. dgn power ranger pulak tuuu. haha.
i had fun just nw. cyaa tmw. i loveee u miraa!

abdullah: haha. i think soo too. the lyrics soo meaningful and nice that i want to bite them.
haha. so sedap! lol. want to join me bite? hehe.

atiqah: hey there. i'll link u up soon. tc sweets. =))

tags replied. =)
thats all fer today.
takecare all.
haha.
i owe peace to the world. lol.



haha. yaaa riighht.
anything buzz me. lol.
sheesh-ness. haha.

lots of loveee.
fanaaaa-

i'm baccck

"when i need you, you're almost here.
i knw thats not enough.
and when i'm with you,
i'm close to tears.
cause ur only almost here. "
-almost here by bryan mcfadden and delta goodrem.


i've abandoned this blog fer a few days. haha.
too busy to blog i guess.
i should be sleeping now cos theres school tmw.
but then i want to blog then i want to watch friends and OC.
haha.
and then i'm off to sleep. lol.

watching friends can really make me laugh my ass off.
haha.. its really funny and it can make ur tummy ache.
and guess what i've rented season seven. 12discs. haha.
i wanna watch all by tonight. haha. which seem rather impossible.
if i do, then i wont come to school tmw. haha.

fer the past days i went to poly open houses.
nanyang poly-health sciences. haha. great-ness.
the engineering courses offered at singapore poly was fantastic.
the aeroplanes were soo beautiful.
i even saw a hovercraft. haha.
and akil, i saw u there. i was just beside u. haha.
but i dint tap u. HAHA.

results wud b out on the 10th of feb which is fast approaching.
i wont wanna think abt it cos it will make me worry.
so i guess i'll leave it to fate.
its already sealed. lol.

went to salwa's plc just nw, gathering gathering.
haha. i helped to cuci pinggan. hahaks.
and then i ate blueberry pie.. soo nicee.
hmm. things between mama and i are fine .
we sat and talked fer so long today and it was so long since we did that.
and i hope things wud just stay the way it is now.
cause i dont want my life to fall apart as its already falling apart.
lol.

then went off to visit my granny's crib.
sad to say that she is still weak. i felt her hands and they were warm.
i hope she would get better soon.
ate, crapped with cousins. lol. sheesh.

i'm watching a movie with yana tmw.
haha. i wanna watch cheaper by a dozen two but she already watched it.
so we are gonna watch memoirs of a geisha.
i hope its good. haha. i think its good lah. hahaks.
and i wanna watch more movies next week. haha.
call it the movie marathon.
and i want a cheesy hotdog. lol. sheesh.

till then takecare everyone.
a long weekend awaits us cause its gonna b a long holiday.
haha. which calls in rest days fer us. lol.
ahhh. school tmw. i got many lectures. ahh. sheesh.
lets sleep in econs. =))


*fanaa and miraaa.*


*on daa way waiting fer si AWAL. lol. *


*nice grp pic.*


*fanaa and mira TWO.* lol.


*haha. dont ask.*


*haha. it happens.*

*best cousins*
*bestest cousin. hearrts her.*

takecare everyoneee.
have a bright and chirpy week ahead.
lol.

lots of loveeee.
fanaaaa.