*i am so________DEAD*______WORRIED ABout euu'*

haiz..what a day.it was tha day tha o lvl results were released..our school did quite well this yrr..what about my yearr?i dun really know..i keep saying i wanna werk hard..i wanna do well and get into a JC.but..what am i duing abt it? i dun realie know..and i am worrying abt dearr..i dunno wherre he is..is he angry wif me or sumting sehh...=( i hope not?? he hasnt reply my msg since 6pm..and is like 9pm now..haiz..i hope he is okay..and i pray he will reply my msg soon..today is tha last day of febuarry.time flies as ya know it..is march tomollo..and is abt less than 8 months fer my prelims exams and all tha other papers...
AIMS:
English=A2
Maths=B3
Science=B3
P.O.A=A2
Malay=A2
CH=B3
L1R4: 12 points
L1R5: 15points.
i hope to achieve..cyaaa

||*boredom*||

hey therre peeps.been a while since i wrote in..hmm..on friday me.qilah and farah went to unity secondary school to support atika in tha debate.unfortunately we lost.however..we lost with pride as it was a very close fight between us and pioneer secschool..nieways..ika was very upset and blamed that it was herr fault.i pity herr..hmm..then on saturday therre is this maths class..so lazy to go..afta that went jalan2 wif dearr..we are spending lots of tyme togetha..thank god we haf tyme fer each other..today is kak neny's bdae..[[happie bdae to u happie bdae to euu..happie bdae to neny.happie bdae to euu..may all ur wishes and dreams come true*]]--shes so grown upp..=) hehekz.tmw therre is school..and therre are gonna be geography and ss test..i hope is gonna be easy..as i have studied fer it..=) k la..till then cya peeps around..addidos amigos.=)

||dont judge*||

hey therre..today i was hoping to start tha wk freshh..wif a positif mindset..hoping to pass all my tests and exams..however..sumbody say me sombong and ol..like what tha shit?haiz..i tried to be nice..haiya.dunno la.stereotype..is easier said than done...ahh..i am so binget..it happened over and over again.how i wish i wunt mit herr anymore..but i cant..cck is small..i am so stressed up now...haizzzzzzzz....and dear is nowhere to be seen..hmm?i just hope tis ting will settle dwn..i cn hope fer tha best,,but..tha rest is up to god...of course..gtg..i am so pissed off..buhhbyee

||a day at town was greaatt||

hey therre..i am so tired..my legs are hurting and breaking..hmm..yesterday i had greaatt fun wif dearr..aqilah and farah..it has been a while tha 3 of us haf gottogetha..*smiles* never i regret going out wif them..they are greatt..hahakz..firrst..we went to yew tee and mit dearr whu woke up late..then we went to cck and meet qilah whu was in red and rushing fer tha train..hahakz..so cute..afta we reached orchard mrt..i rushed down to ngee ann city to get money out...tha queue was superr long ..but it was fast..thank god..afta that we walked all tha way to far east plaza to eat..we wanna eat at cahaya but then it was closed..so sad..so we ate at ''Dahlia abd talib's" restaurant..this waiter whu took our order was superrr pekak..and we were laughing tha whole time..we said 4 coke and he said there is no sprrite..what tha heck???and aqilah got her hor fun noodle and i was waiting fer mine..and he said he tought we ordered one only..relly need a herrng test sia..afta that..we went to tha neopwint shop..and took tha neos..is so nice..=) aqila and farah wanna take summore but they were late and they had to rush to mr lee's house..i and dearr stayed therre and roamed around..dearr wanna buy me this bag but i didnt wanna waste his money..=)i bought sumting fer all tha grrlfrens.. we went to tangs and had ice cream at hagen darz.or sumting like that.tha ice cream was superrb..no wonder it was expensive..we went to hereen..we just walked around..looked at sum stuff..and went to tha addidas shop..weeeeafta that we went home..i had a greatt day..tot of miting aisha all..but then tak jadi..hmm..is ok..next tyme oso cn..ok la till then..my hands are tired.hahakz..cya ppeeeppzz...lurv ya..muakies..

*||a day without stress||*

hey therre..today was a greaat day..didnt haf much of teaching..its friday..tha wkends are here..weee..in tha morning..we had malay lesson..and cikgu was like scolding us as we copied tha silang kata thing..[[malay crossword puzzle]] and tha voice was like verryy irritating..ahakz..after that it was followed by 2 periods of literature which i had dropped..so it was a free period fer us..hehee..we were talking ony..neva do work..mdm mary cute la..always chasing us fer werk to be done..hehe..afta recess..we had maths..mrs lim gaf our tests papers back..and i only got a verry low much although i managed to pass..i was hoping fer sumting even more..=( aftha that..we had english..although tha teacher was verry draggey..tha class managed to endure..we did comprehension..thats all..=) last period of tha day was geography..hahakz..mdm pua was alryte today..not naggy at all..hehe..i love herr sometimes...hehee..afta that..skool's out!! tha weekends are herre..then i met dearr..*miss him terribly* tmw tha grrls are planning to go to town..i wanna shop..i tink..if there are nice things..hehee..my boy is coming too..=) *teman shopping* hehee..so ya..i hope to pay a visit to tha bank firrst.withraw tha money..and then i am of to orchard..hope to haf fun therre.. cya peeps..update soon yea..love ya..*love him* muaaaakkiieeezzzz

[[*alone.lonely.*]]

hey therre peepz..just came back frm malaysia..i am glad to be back..miss everything here..tmw is a short day..yippeee..dear is now at his frens house..playing games i guess..haiz..we both seem to be so busy..i am scared..=( i just hope ecerything is okay..i am paranoid..[[worry so much fer nothing..]] is scary..i dun wanna loose him ya noe..but both of us are verry busy wif our own stuff..wif ourhectic lifes..i miss tha times we had..i haf to be strong and reallie strong..i realli treasure tha realtionship i haf wif him..who doesnt? one yrr of relationship..is not a short time..i guess sometimes couples haf to rilex and sabar a lot..patience will pay it off in along run..i wanna be a strong person whu can overcome obstacles strongly without tha tearrs..sumtimes.i do feel alone and lonely of coursee..i dunno y..but i guess is part of life..haiz..i miss him..i do..i really do..
i feel wonderful because
i see tha love light in your eyes
and tha wonder of it all..
i realise how much i love ya..
till then..cya peepz..takecare..love ya..love youuuu///amrul...this is specially fer ya..*muakkaz*

[[5 colours in her hairr]]

hey therre..i just restored by blog..hahakz..yeaa..i am going to malaysia in a feww hourrs time..although i dun wanna go..i hafta..i am gonna miss dearr as he is going malaysia too..haizz.. sumtimes i wish we didnt haf to part..i feel very lonely and alone..definitely..today was tha chinese neww yrr celebrations..it was alryte..but kinda of boring..then me and farah went straight home..we need to rush to different directions...hmm..tha grrlfrens were going to practice tha dancesteps..haiz..i am just soo down lately..i guess tha pwoblem is bugging me..but..hey...its mie..i haf my life..lead it tha way i want..i haf to try..no matter what..i will..i promise i will..today's aisha's one yrr anniversary..its fast..realli fast..she must be feeling verry happie..hehe..i can see she smiling from ear to ear..hahakz.so cute..they make a nice couple..hmm..bck to tha pwoblem..it has been bugging me eversince..i even cried fer it and i guess it was my fault?? i just dunno what to do..it caught me by surprise..i hope there is no grudges..if not..i am doomed fer life..i just hope things are alryte..i hope fer tha best..*smiles* i haf tonnes of hw to do..my study area haf piles of things to be completed..i hope this wk i will haf enough time to rest..think through bout my pwobs..and ppl tend to drift..haiz..thats part of life i guess..but what can i do? hmm..i just sit and see whats gonna happen in tha long run..i hope to shop fer my anniversary prezzie soon..and my anniversary outfit..hahakz..so semangat..till then i wanna ferget abt tha misery i face..and wanna think of doing sumting fun and exciting..till then cya peeps around..love my dearr..*muakz.* love tha grrlfrens of 2005*muakkkkzzz* miss ya guys...