"kini hanyalah tinggal kenangan."

fana's back again.
currently trying to relieve stress.
o's is in 2days time. lol.
i cant wait fer it to be over. and start working.
i doubt i'll be going fer the 3months ting.
i'm very very lazy. lol.

yesterday's jalan raya was fun as well.
at least i did some studying before going.
that way, i wont be feeling guilty. lol.
borrowed my cousin's prom "dress" its not exactly a dress lar.
but its nice and long.
haha. dunno if i'll be wearing it.
cos its a lil bit too traditional.

ate alot yesterday.
haha. but its nice to eat. MODERATELY.
and no cold drinks fer me. mama banned me from drinking dem.
lahhhhzzzzz.
managed to go to woodlands and mcpherson yesterday.
had fun chatting with cousins and aunts.
inilah dikatakan mempereratkan silaturahim.
haha. lol. wah. fana's talking sense ahh...

reached home around eleven and read some ss stuffs.
and started to _berjiwang_ haha.
then saiful called. he just lost his grrlfren.
being a nice person, i consoled him. lol.
all i can say is let time heal everything.
i've went thru it. every one has.
but its up to us to let go or not.
and thats a deciding factor.

slept fer a while. when my fone rang at 4am.
lol. fauzee called.
haha. sampai gak syg aku ni...
lol. takdalah..
talked fer a while.
i ajaked him to go fer jalan raya with my friends.
but was taken aback when he asked me back.
"asl tak ajak dia. asl ajak i."
i just kept quiet and intelligently, i changed the topic.
haha.
but things are going well.
after o's then i decide. but there are LOTS of things to clarify with him.
and time again is a deciding factor.
no doubt, he's a sweet person indeed.

socialstudies and maths, first paper.
hooooo.
i pray everyone would do their paper well
and dengan tenang. insyallah.
its ending already. 3 weeks more.
and woosssh. no moreee.

currently addicted to the feminin song
entitled "kini".
"kini hanyalah tinggal kenangan.
tiada ku rasa dalam gengaman.
hanya terdaya mengimbas semua.
kenangan yang lalu.
tiada ucapan di bibir.
tak ku sangka ini kali terakhir kini.
kau tidak kembali lagi."

lol. sedih.
while i was cleaning up some stuffs.
i found something.
which i thought i had thrown away.
but looking at it, reminded me of the hurtful past.
i'll let go.
lalala. i'll do fine. i promise.






















k laaa. i guess i'll be cracking on my maths sums.
need to go visting again layter.
takecare everyone.
shoutouts goes to bdk bdk o lvls.
all daa best.
lets fight this last war with pride and courage.
yay! haha. lol.

fanaaaa.