i had a bad day.

hey all. fana's back. but i got soo many stuff to share with you guys.
funny and sad. haha. but funny. hahaha. lols.
hmm. i reached home at 12.15am yesterday. haha.
mom was sleeping so.. heng heng lah.. haha. lucky lah kirakan..
lol..

today there was the 3 months briefing
i woke up late.. 8 am. the ting started at 9am.
i took minutes to put one side of my contacts
then i cant fit the other one in. so i had to take it out.
and tried to catch a taxi. but nowhere to be seen.
so i met ika who was late as well. haha..

and the bad news is i'm elligable. haha.
but i misplaced the form which is very important.
but heck lah. dunno where. haha.
after school, i treat ika and deenee to mcdonalds.
and started sharing stuff and joking like crazzzyyy.
then rushed home to meet qeela at 12.30pm teman her fer her menicure.

i thought i dint want to.. but then i was tempted. haha.
lol. so i painted my nails pink. that was part one.
part two was pedicure. haha. dint plan that one.
but hati kami tergerak. lol. but its okay lah. all ready fer tmw.
cuma some terkopakk! haiyaaahh.

then met FAUZEE at dhouby ghout.
its the second and it shall be the last time i'm gg out with him.
dint really talked. and i dint really had fun.
no laughter. no laugh. i wanted to cry cos i was bored to tears.
haha. he was kinda sacarstic uhh abt certain stuf.
i dunno if he's like that or trying to bring LIFE.
to the atmostphere which has no life. lol.
i looked like a walking zombie. i dint smile or anything.
just nodded and FAKED A SMILE. lol.

my energy level was only ten percent..
i wasnt very hyperactive who goes around laughing and smiling.
cos it was all soo fake. i wasnt happy.
and i wanted to escape so badly sehh..
at last i started to yawn and look really sleepy.
and he told me to go home. i happily agreed. hahaa.
i'm bad. lol.
and i walked my way alone to ct hall mrt.
i skipped around . lol i was away from him.
hahaha.

so i dunt hafta be confused cos i made up my mind.
i'm NOT GOING BACK TO HIM. PERIOD.
cos he wont make me happy. i thought he cud.
but i was wrong. i was even wronger to believe that he would wait fer me.
HAHA. BULLSHIT. HAH-CHOO!
allergic uhh.. lols.
but i wont be stuck anymore. avoiding him is the best way
cos BOTH OF US LIVE IN SEPARATE WORLDS.
in separate languages.
we dont speak the same.
he doesnt understand me.
he finds other ppl when i;m gone.
he doesnt knw what i like and what i dont.
all he knows is i want an ngage fone and a green creative.
which is so long OVERDUE. haha.

i shall not elaborate on it furthur.
it make my blood boil to 100 degrees. lol.
whatever it is, i wont be as leniant as before to him.
i wont take is calls or his smses.
he got other grrls. dont find me.
and dont mess wif me fer the second time. lol.

then i went to wani's place and laughed our head off.
hahaa.
abt the belt incident and some other personal stuff. =)
i loveee her to bits.

tmw's prom night.
i hope we'll have fun.
and i would bring extra batteries. ahhaa.
snap and have fun. dance maybe? lols.
just have fun. cos i know i will. lol.

"you will not love somebody cos of pity.
it doesnt matter even if your witty.
it wont develop just like that.
face it. its a fact."

lol. lame but true. lol.
k la. i wanna colour my hair. lol.
its soo cold.
yay. i'll be under pillows and blankets. lol.