my burden is lightened.

two bloody papers left and i'm done.
not the fact that i have done well or anything.
but at least its over. i cant bear to continue studying with the little lamp
beside my bed and my study table which is full of vandalism of ppl's name
and my dreams. lol. sounds crazy? well, fana is crazy. haha

geography was okay. and i am glad i attended mdm pua's lesson fer the past two days.
it was worth the sacrifice. mrs foo was poking me at the stomach when i said
i was gonna flunk my combined humanities cos of social studies.
but, she still believed in me despite her "violent" actions. lol.
i did development and agriculture. the six pieces of full scap paper given wasnt enough.
cos two of dem, i wrote rubbish. so i rewrote it.
map reading was done last as i know my essay will take a long time to end.
i end my essays at 9.15am and there was 15 minutes for map .
alhamdulilah, i completed my stuff.

then.. TING TING TING. times up.
i tied everything up and got ready to submit the paper.
and i submitted th paper.
then i CRUSHED all the unused paper.
then i thought why did i have 3 papers crushed instead of two papers.
i opened it up. TO MY HORROR. IT WAS PART OF MY DEVELOPMENT QUESTION.
i paniced like crazy. and raised my hand up high.
with the kanchong look on my face. haha. feeqa saw. lol.
i was in a very tense state. muka cramp. lol. paham paham jer lah.
the examiner just smiled at me and was "nagging" in a very gentle way. lol
she dint scold me. and called me sotong for not writing my question number.
as she stood by my table, my hands trembled as i tied the string again.
the whole school was like having its eyes on me.
thats what i thought. haha.
but i saved my development question. lol.

and i had 5 hours break before accounts paper. lol.
zhenjun ran away to i dunno where and dint teach me stuff.
haha. lol. sat in the canteen chilled with my grrls.
dini, farah, wanee and qeela.
we were practically singing songs. that was with dini.
sharing secrets was with wanee.
taught farah some poa stuff. lol.
but it was fun. haha. cos we laughed so hard.
and went to the examination hall at two pm sharp.

and POA paper was SUCKY. lol.
some said it was easy some said it was hard.
to me it was in the middle. i wont dare to say it was easy.
cos if i say, then jeng jeng jeng..... lol.
even the zhenjun said it was tough. haha.
but my gurenteed A1 for the subject is definitely NOT ACHIVABLE.
mayb an a2? lol. it all depends on my MCQ tmw. prays hard.
its okay. its over already. no point stressing and brooding over it.
i think i did okay. but to score, i dont know if its enough.
as i screwed my physics paper soo badly. hahhaha..!
i'm no science student. so i wonder how am i gonna get into nursing course
without interest in science. hahaha.

after paper, went to jurong point to find contacts and some stuff.
and we got a bargin of 39 dollars for two boxes of coloured contactlens.
we couldnt find anything cheaper. i would be wearing it once only. haha.
i took misty grey. lol. it looks nice. green looks a bit scary. haha.
but it depends on one's skin.
and i complemented the wrong person.
ey no. its him who misinterprete my compliment.
haha. but he's cute though. lol.

i dunno where fauzee went again. lol.
i guess he's busy studying for his exams.
and i hope he is. haha. but its okay.
we are not attached my strings. lol.
in other words, no strings attached. haha.
i know he's fine ...lol...
how shall tings be after o's between me and him?
lol. i cant tell and i cant forsee anything yet.
let time tell...hehehe..

i'm happy my mum and her siblings reconciled with their half brother.
he came fer hari raya.
after so long "terpisah"
they met each other. lol.
it was a very touching sight. hehe.

okay lah ppl. i shal go study my mcq book.
hope that it would be simpler than paper two.
paper two is complicated.
and i'm thinking twice of taking business in JC.
if i get into one which i think I WONT. lol.
a poly perhaps? lol. i dunno. cant tell yet haha.

takecare all.
just onemore paper and we are done.
good luck to everyone.
fanaaa loveeesss all of you. lol.

*fanaaa*