you will find, theres nothing left to hide.

"when you lose somebody yourself,
to somebody you know.
it takes so hard to let go
every breath that you remember.
pictures stained away, but memories surrender."

weekends. finally here. ooooweee!
but the sad news is i'm at home haha.
most of my friends are werking. so sad. lol.
i guess i'm gonna clean up my room later.
there is still a sunday to go out. lol. =p

yesterday, the class postings were out.
i got into the last class of C102. lol.
i dont really care and it doesnt really matter. haha.
enough of school matters. haha.
four more weeks. haha. yahoo.

i visited farah and qeela at paragon yesterday.
haha. yes. i'm very very free. lol.
but i'm glad i met dem. i got the chance to hug both of dem. lol.
miss u gerls loads.
miss the other gerlfriends too.
just hope that we wud meet up one day.
i bet there are so many stories to share right. haha.
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a friend had gone through the toughest period yesterday.
it was bad enough that her boyfriend cheated on her.
all i cud do was to tell her that everything is gonna be okay.
though i've just known her last two weeks.
i pitied her condition.
i knew she was hiding her feelings that she's okay. but i knw shes not.
i've prayed that things wud get back on track fer both of dem.
insyallah.

when i saw her in that state, it reminded me of the past.
and how lucky i am not to be in a relationship.
i dunt knw if i wud be as strong as her to handle all those shits.
but then again, i want to be in love again. haha.
confusing eh. but then again.
nehh. i dont want. haha.
let time tell. its already all fated.
LALALA.

mrs foo replied my email by saying
"i hope by then you would still remember me."
haha. i wud definitely remember her.
she taught us alot despite that we always get scolded fer not doing assignments.
i almost got suspended from school because of her. haha.
but it opened my eyes and got me cracking on my butt. lol.
mira and i wud visit dem soon. lol.

okaylah ppl. gtg now.
want to kemas my bilik.
cos my sister is so malas to do it with me.
haha. kakak can u hear me.
i said that u are so the malas. lol.
takecare ppl.

"i've made it obvious
done everything but sing it.
i've crushed on you for so long, but on and on you get me wrong.
i'm not so good with words.
and since you never notice
the way that we belong,
i'll say it in a love song.

you are my very first thought in the morning.
and my last at nightfall.
you are the love that came without warning.
i need you, i want you to know."

-obvious by westlife.

the song is soo nice.
hahaks. lol.
lalala.
signing off.
lots of love and kisses.
by the one and only( haha)
fanaaa.**