the unoticed.

i dint attend school today.
i was sick. the throat feels funny and all.
thanks to rash and both mira's who msged me early in the morning.
i appreaciate it grrls.
love you grrls so much.

all i did today was sleep and stared at the comp screen.
i saw the guitar lying alone on its own so i decide to give it a lil love tap.
haha. i started to pick the strings with the most basic basic.
do re mi. haha. i used the website to help me.
a bit of strumming here and there, but there is alot to be done. =)

thanks to mr thrash-er fer chatting with me last night.
you really made me open my eyes and make me do some soul-searching.
deenee, thanks fer all the encouragement and just being there to listen.
i cant thank you enough. <333

sometimes, in life, we cant really get what we want.
things will happen unexpectedly at unexpected times.
sometimes, ppl dont even notice that ppl who care fer dem are right infront of dem.
they may just turn away, leaving u hurt. leading u astray.
however, they will fill you up with more hopes and dreams.
which make you expect a miracle to happen; something even more.
but then again, in life there is no such thing as perfect as there wud b defects here and there.
will ppl ever forget those who have helped dem thru the hardest times?
will ppl change when they have a satisfying present and ferget abt the past?
ppl may even change without anyone even noticing it.
sometimes, its best if some words is left unspoken.
to keep away from lies, deception and truth.
to avoid getting hurt, its better if we lie and pretend.
though its painful inside, only one person will feel the pain, not two.
cos one would remain unoticed..............
this is why its called life; REALITY.

its just something i wrote; part of my reflections. haha.
and reflections are making me all emotional. lol.
sheesh. this shows i'm sensitive to reactions. haha.
tmw lectures end at 3pm. ahhh. which is soo long. hahaks.
maybe after that, wud b gg fer poly visit if i'm early lahs.
lol.

till then,
stay healthy everyone.
get well soon to anyone who is sick at this moment
take lotsa care.

fanaaa.-*