Friday, January 06, 2006

it doesnt always have to hurt.

"for better or worse.
till death do us part.
i'll love you with every single beat of myheart.
and i swear.'
-i swear by boys2men.

i'm very very very tired today. haha
malay class was fun. cos the cikgu was very funny.
haha. sat with the TK grrls.
they are cool ppl. made friends with sharifa.
and a grrl beside me whom i dunno. haha.
and nazihah. a very very funny gerl. haha.
i wud never fail to smile at anyone i see.
gerls lah. if guys they think i miang. lol

had the mass lecture. and imagine lectures on mathematics.
haha. we were learning functions.
i cudnt even figure what the teacher was saying.
i only knw that x must be matched with y. haha.
then i dozed off in the lecture.
goodness me. it was really boring. haha.
the whole so called auditorium was FULL. haha.
some had their heads down.
i had my head up. holding my pen. my eyes closed. haha.
sounds very farmilliar.

then 2 periods of economics lecture. haha.
i was sooo bored. oh my goddddddddd.
haha. the teacher was talking abt scarcity, market plan or sth.
haha. i wasnt paying attention.
after 15 minutes, i slept again. haha.
i cant help it. i woke up early today. haha.
then go home. haha.

ate lunch and off home.
i've got no plans so i went home.
did my puzzle. haha.
wah so hardddd. i took 1 hr to assemble only the corners of the puzzle.
haha
feel like giving up already. haha.
so hard to do.
aiyoh yoo..

a conversation i had which took me aback.
him: "wah. fana in jc seh."
me: erm. based on luck.
him: nolah.where got luck. u made it.
me: haha. nobody believed i can do it.
him: that includes me. but now. i knw u can do well in there.
me: hmm. yah.

i guess i was right
nobody believed in me.
i dint want to prove anything to anyone.
it wasnt my intention.
but when it was proven at the least expected time,
ppl still dint believe it.
mayb i'm just too weak in their eyes.
well, mayb i am.
hmm. i should ferget abt it i guess.
i'm okay. reallie.=)

tmw never school.
haha.
can sleep!
lol.

okaylah. i wanna eat my dinner
then watch vcds!
haha. until morning. lol.
i'm nt schooling tmw. haha.

tmw would be more of vcds,
hahaha lol

takecare all.
anything reach me at my fone.
mwaahs.

fanaaa.-

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