i'll leave.

its been a while since i last thought through.
was it just something i wasnt meant to do?
i guess its time i saw reality again.
its time i pick myself up at stop getting 'fame'

times have indeed change.
its impossible if things were to stay the same.
it wont make a difference if i were to be somebody else.
cos i wont want a change, i am myself.

issit cos i dont make a difference in ppl's life that things wont stay the same?
or should i say everything is a fantasy and its all a game?
i dont know what i want and whats reality anymore.
theres nothing else fer me to die for.
i guess its high time.
i shall leave everything and say goodbye.....

-creation: mzFANA.
dear god.
pls restore my grandma's health.
i pray and hope she'll regain her strength and be in good health.
i pray my family would be re-united and strong again.
i pray you would let me find reality and make me somebody strong and caring.
i pray all my gerlfriends and friends would find their happiness they ever had longed for.
i pray my mom wont ask me to change and be smarter like somebody else.
dear god, i pray for happiness, strength and love.
insyallah.
amin.

takecare u all chuckle ppl. haha.
may my life fall back into plc soon.
i pray it would. =))
takecare all.
i miss daa grrlfrends.
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lots of loveee and hugs.
fanaaa.
we may be drifting apart.
but your always here in my heart.