Wednesday, January 11, 2006

deceits.-

do you hear me say?
i've always wanted you here with me.
despite all odds we use to be.
we've crossed many obstacles together.
i hope this wud last forever.
i never wanted things to change.
though i have mended my ways.
is this reality meant to stay?
are you gonna leave and fade away.

i felt down and perished.
you listened you cherished.
i felt bad. you felt sad.i leaned on you.
you've always been there for me.
though u arent there to see.
you'll always be here.cos you've always been so dear.

where are you now?
i've been searching for you everywhere.
was i wrong to say you were meant to stay.
where are you to make my day?
i cant seem to look fer you anywhere.
though the wheather is fair.
i know you are somewhere out there.

**i miss the smile on your face.
i miss seeing u looking at me in a daze
i miss the scent of your skin.
which makes me happy; which makes me gleam.

i'll treasure the happy moments.
though you may not be here with me always.
i am sure you are somewhere watching me.
the purest you have ever been.
the dearest you ever are.
the impact you've made to my life.
which kept me alive to survive.
i cant thank you enough.
the friendship which is worth so much.
step by step u can see.
how dear you have been to me.

-mzfaanaa.

haha. its just a poem. no contridicting statement.
dedicated to ppl who have been dear to me.
you guys know who you are.
and to those friends who are missing in action.
its fer you guys too. =)

i wrote this during my H1 geography period. haha.
i crash in ppl's class to escape from maths. :)
then sleep in class cos the teacher spoke too loud that i cudnt hear.
haha.
i had gastric in the morning. i was cursing myself for being so stubborn not to eat
yesterday. haha. padan muka ku..
i had management of bizness in the morning. the auditorium was so cold.
dint bring jacket. haha smart eh fana. lol.
the lecture was sooo longgg! haiyo.
afi.rash.mira and me made fun of him.
yes the selenger one. haha. i'm so bad.
but his actions make us laugh. haha.
SOBA SOBA. LOL.
GP was okay. followed by break. haha. everyone looked ferward fer it.
thanks to my kedegilan, i dint have much appetite to eat. =)
accounts went to the library.
last last geog. haha. SLEEP LAH.

headed home straight. haha.
so tired today. not enough sleep. haha.
i can never get enough of sleep.
thought of hitting town tomorrow. hehe.
go there to get coffeebean stuff. haha.
chill and kill time.
the wheather has been really really cold lately.
i love hiding under blankets. haha. dont you?

okay lah ppl. i want to go hide myself under blankets.
then read my book. lol.
takecare ppl.
the weather is abit unstable.
so do takecare and drink plenty of plain water.
dont get caught in the rain cos u might get sick.
haha. sheesh.
anything contact nurse fana
at 93******.
lol.

fana syg sama kamu semua.


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*cousins.*

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*cousins part two.*

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*haha. it happens all the time.*


`fanaaa.

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