blaquness.

i look scary. i know. hahaa.


nine pm.


it felt as if it was earlier this morn. its a chilly and breezy night today. i love daa weather today.superb. i could only spot a few stars from above. its been a while since i saw dem.. at last, i wished upon a star and that brought me baq to reality.

REALITY FANA. REALITY. YES YES. I MEAN REALITY. haha.
i keep falling back. and i dud noe why. hhaha. screw lose.
hmm. in daa morning, dint have PE lesson. sat in comp lab. it was fun.
i sat beside yana. my lesbo partner in class. haha. no laa. bluff only la. haha.

english lesson, did some vocab worksheets.. it was fun. yana sat beside me.
now you know why i enjoy sitting with her. she makes me laugh so hard. haha.
love her. love her. haha. malay, chatted with mean. RELATIONSHIP PARANOID.
haha. being " doctoress love" i consoled him. hahaha. blekk. haha.

recess, ate. and i realie ate alot. atika said to me not to eat alot even though i'm stressed.
i think i am. prelims are coming up. eeeee. nightmare. accounts, did incomplete records.
yana and me were saying " bite bite me" hahaks.. double meaning there. haha.. met farah at 5 and studied at mcdee till nine. did social studies and maths. haha. now, i'm tired. but must push myself harder. study more tonight.




i may face reality all alone.
afraid. i'm afraid.

*miss reality*