*life..*

hey therre.i am back blogging in again.
again..feeling helpless and lonely.
i dunno whats in me this days.
easily agitated.
easily jealous.
i cnt help it can i?
it hurts.
it hurts.
will anybody understand what i am going thru?
i just keep quiet abt everything.
i dun wanna voice IT out.
i cant.
but what i know is.
i love my sayang loads.
is been a year.
a year of a long journey ahead.
i am scared,.
too scared to loose him.
i love him so much.'

god...
i swear..
is true..
i am hurt deeply.
you stabbed me in my heart.
all i can do is seep and weep.
but i remember "till death do us part"

//FANA*18.03.04*// till eternity.
i love u.
i love u.
i love u.
a picture of u and me.
it wud always be.