[[i dint say anyting.did i?]]

today was a vewi bad day fer me..mama and ayah scolded me early in daa morning cos i asked them to sign ma maths paper..i knw i did badly..but i dare to say..I GAF MY BEST...they said i dint..cos i got such bad results..gawddd..they said i dint even try and i dint put in ANY effort...that statement hurt me daa most..it was 6.15am..i stayed in ma room and just cried...till i reach school..i guess they dint realise that i tried ma best..i did..i did...i dont know who would believe me if i said i tried my best..but i did...haizzz..and my chem FAILed. English FAILED. how am i supposed to answer to them???how..tell me how...i feel HELPLESS.even more USELESS..what should i do now??what.....i wanna run and go somewhere...somewherree... guess i am baq to my old habit..i feel so damn helpless which would drive me to slit myself..its been a while i stopped daaa habit....goshhh..somebodyy..please..help mee....where should i go...i cant stay anymore...

MAMA..AYAH..
I'M SORRYYY...